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opis bloga

nema opisa,sta ja znan,sve sta mi padne na pamet!
sve po cemu mi se sere,sve sta me muci,sve sta mi ide na kurac...
ma ustvari vidit cete kroz blog...za koji ne znan koliko ce izdrzat!

ja u veginim ocima:

svi obicno sami sebe opisuju,e pa ja necu
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ohohoho.
ja vega cu da prokomentiram svoju mnogo dobru drugaricu.
e pa.
anđe je
*ez kul ez kjukanber
*ima plavu majicu
*sluša pesmu in jor hed, in jor heeed, zahambii ( u ovom času ,jel')
*sluša mnogo jebenu mjuzik na vegu
*voli vegu više od sebe
i vega voli nju
(manje od sebe)
*enđi je supač i kul je i takni je i zabit ču ti kašiku u oko.
hvala^^

jedna vazna stvar sta morate znat:
31.10.08-nakon dugo vrimena pustila suze!

zaboravila je nadodat,
da je u moj zivot usetala jedna
osoba koja je vrlo zanimljiva
i koja mi se svida,i koja mozda
pokrije vegino misto,
ajme ubit ce me vega kad ovo vidi,
ali nema veze,uvijek ce zato tu
biti neko drugi...hehe
inace sam u horoskopu vaga...
sto znaci da san prema wikipediji dvolicna..
i da mijenjam raspolozenja stalno...
vrlo san neodlucna i ne vjerujem u sebe...
i to je to,vidit cemo dokle ce me moj karakter dovest!!

evo rici od mojih najdrazih nekih pisama:

prvo linkovi,pa rici
pusica-musica
dejzi
imbecille
kiler
lu-mrzi vegu
nevjrojatno,ali istinito
metalka
martinica&ivanica
betty blue

tisina-bajaga

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Mrak se skupio u kap, rano jutro kao slap
Ulazi u sobu
Dal si ikad pitala tamne senke zidova
Ujutro gde odu

Oci su ti sklopljene, usne su ti umorne
Ne ljubi me njima
Nisu cvorci pevali dok je iznad krovova
Svirala tisina

Hajde Boze budi drug pa okreni jedan krug
Unazad planetu
Noc je kratko trajala a nama je trebala
Najduza na svijetu

U mom oku samo hlad u mom srcu samo stud
Inje i prasina
Nisu cvorci pevali dok je iznad krovova
Svirala tisina
Svirala tisina

U cik zore zviždi voz
njime odlazim u Oz
neću da se vratim
što god tebi napišem
pocepam i obrišem
al ti moraš znati
nisi se probudila
zato nisi videla
igrale su sene
nek te dobri duhovi
i kraljevski orlovi
čuvaju od mene
Hajde, Boze, budi drug...





Ti si sa neba


Ti...ti si sa neba,
kao svježi zrak,
pitka voda...

Sad...sad se osjećam čudno,
kao pripitomljena zvijer,
što ti jede s dlanova...

prestaju vječne oluje
koje vezale su me za hladnu stijenu,
a stijena je postala pijesak...
Opet sam dječak zbog tebe...

Zima je ohladila sve ulice
i hladno je,
ne puštam te iz zagrljaja...
Kiša se pretvorila u snijeg...

Slušam kako drhtiš dok smo sami,
iako svuda oko nas svjetlo prkosi tami.
Ne boj se, nisi sama,
iako svuda oko nas caruje tama...

Ti...ti si sa neba,
kao svježi zrak,
pitka voda...



six pack-nekako me najvise bolis ti


< saplice zivot da me podseti
da skoro ce kraj da je sareni zmaj
jaci od konca mog srecnog detinjstva.

I ne bih nikad rekao frka
u praznom dzepu kad zbuni se ruka
samo ti trepni kao da me razumes
i cela prica imace smisla.

Ne boli me kad se drugi nasmeju
sta oni znaju samo da laju i puze
ali me boli kad nemas ideju
sta da mi sapnes kada naviru suze.

Boli me zulj u cizmi ludih skitnica
boli me muk svih onih napustenih ruznih ulica
bole me rane koje samom sebi napravim
al' nekako najvise me bolis ti.

U gradu sto se nikad nece zvati mojim
previse mislim, dakle jedva da postojim
makar me slazi da me stvarno razumes
kad dirnem zvekir na grudima tvojim.

Ne boli me ni kad se drugi nasmeju
sta oni znaju samo da laju i puze
ali me boli kad nemas ideju
sta da mi kazes kada naviru suze.

Boli me zulj u cizmi ludih skitnica
boli me muk svih onih napustenih ruznih ulica
bole me rane koje samom sebi napravim
al' nekako najvise me bolis ti.



six pack-andela

Hej vi ljudi iza toplih prozora
pomozite da shvatim, tko sam stvarno ja...
Jer ne znam puno toga sto bi trebalo da znam;
kako je to biti gospodar svog zivota.

Ja se zovem Andjela,
slatka - slana, suzica.
Osmeh kao rodjendan...
sto ne volim taj dan.

Ja se zovem Andjela,
sanjam jedan isti san:
niko me ne poznaje...
ali poznajem ja vas.

Hej vi ljudi sidjite sa tockova,
da pokrenemo tugu s' bilijon pitanja.
Kakva mahovina cudna moje srce pritiska?
Od dalje stvarno to je samo tako izgleda.

Ja se zovem Andjela,
slatka, slana, suzica
osmeh kao rodjendan
sto ne volim taj dan...

Ja se zovem Andjela,
sanjam jedan isti san:
niko me ne poznaje...
i da ne poznajem sama sebe
.

coldplay-speed of sound

How long before I get in
Before it starts before I begin
How long before you decide or
Before I know what it feels like
Where to, where do i go?
If you never try then you'll never know
How long do i have to climb
Up on the side of this mountain of mine


Look up, I look up at night
Planets are moving at the speed of light
Climb up, up in the trees
Every chance that you get is a chance you seize
How long am I gonna stand
With my head stuck under the sand
I'll start before I can stop or
Before I see things the right way up


All that noise and all that sound
All those places I have got found
And birds go flying at the speed of sound
To show you how it all began
Birds come flying from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand

Ideas that you'll never find
All the inventors could never design
The buildings that you put up
Japan and China all lit up
A sign that I couldn't read
or a light, that I couldn't see
Some things you have to believe
When others are puzzles, puzzling me

All that noise and all that sound
All those places I have got found
And birds go flying at the speed of sound
To show you how it all began
Birds came flying from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand
Oh, when you see it then you'll understand

All those signs I knew what they meant
Somethings you can't invent
Some get made, and some get sent
And birds gone flying at the speed of sound
To show you how it all began
Birds came flying from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand
Oh, when you see it then you'll understand


u2&green day-the saint are coming

There is a house in New Orleans
They call the Rising Sun
And it's been the ruin of many a poor boy
And God I know I'm one

I cried to my daddy on the telephone
How long now
Until the clouds unroll and you come down
The line went
But the shadows still remain since your descent
Your descent

[Billie Joe Armstrong]
I cried to my daddy on the telephone
How long now
Until the clouds unroll and you come home
The line went
But the shadows still remain since your descent
Your descent

The saints are coming, the saints are coming
I say no matter how I try, I realise there's no reply
The saints are coming, the saints are coming
I say no matter how I try, I realise there's no reply

A drowning sorrow floods the deepest grief
How long now
Until a weather change condemns belief
How long now
When the night watchman lets in the thief
What's wrong now

The saints are coming, the saints are coming
I say no matter how I try, I realise there's no reply
The saints are coming, the saints are coming
I say no matter how I try, I realise there's no reply

I say no matter how I try, I realise there's no reply
I say no matter how I try, I realise there's no reply


nightwish-bye bye beautiful

Finally the hills are without eyes
They are tired of painting a dead man's face red
With their own blood

They used to love having so much to lose
Blink your eyes just once and see everything in ruins

Did you ever hear what I told you?
Did you ever read what I wrote you?
Did you ever listen to what we played?
Did you ever let in what the world said?
Did we get this far just to feel your hate?
Did we play to become only pawns in the game?
How blind can you be, don't you see?
You chose the long road, but we'll be waiting

Bye bye, beautiful
Bye bye beautiful

Jacob's ghost for the girl in white
Blindfold for the blind
Dead siblings walking the dying earth

Noose around a choking heart
Eternity torn apart
Slow toll now the funeral bells

"I need to die to feel alive”

Did you ever hear what I told you?
Did you ever read what I wrote you?
Did you ever listen to what we played?
Did you ever let in what the world said?
Did we get this far just to feel your hate?
Did we play to become only pawns in the game?
How blind can you be, don't you see?
You chose the long road, but we'll be waiting

Bye bye, beautiful
Bye bye beautiful

It’s not the tree that forsakes the flower
But the flower that forsakes the tree
Someday I’ll learn to love these scars
Still fresh from the red-hot blade of your words

...How blind can you be, don’t you see...
...that the gambler lost all he does not have...

Did you ever hear what I told you?
Did you ever read what I wrote you?
Did you ever listen to what we played?
Did you ever let in what the world said?
Did we get this far just to feel your hate?
Did we play to become only pawns in the game?
How blind can you be, don’t you see?
You chose the long road but we’ll be waiting

Bye bye, beautiful
Bye bye, beautiful
bye bye, beautiful
Bye, bye, bye, bye


nightwish-nemo

This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything

My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins

Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore

Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore


rhcp-dosed

I got dosed by you and,
Closer than most to you and,
What am I supposed to do,
Take it away,
I never had it anyway,
Take it away,
And everything will be okay...

In you a star is born and,
You cut a perfect form and,
Someone forever warm,
Lay on, lay on, lay on, lay on,
Lay on, lay on, lay on, lay on...

Way upon the mountain where she died,
All I ever wanted was your life,
Deep inside the canyon I can't hide,
All I ever wanted was your life...

Show love with no remorse and,
Climb on to your seahorse and,
This ride is right on course,
This is the way,
I wanted it to be with you,
This is the way,
I knew that it would be with you,
Lay on, lay on, lay on, lay on,
Lay on, lay on, lay on, lay on...

Way upon the mountain where she died,
All I ever wanted was your life,
Deep inside the canyon I can't hide,
All I ever wanted was your life...

I got dosed by you and,
Closer than most to you and,
What am I supposed to do,
Take it away,
I never had it anyway,
Take it away,
And everything will be okay...

Way upon the mountain where she died,
All I ever wanted was your life,
Deep inside the canyon I can't hide,
All I ever wanted was your life...


rise against-roadside

Tell me what I'm supposed to do,
With all these leftover feelings of you,
'Cause I don't know,
And tell me how I'm supposed to feel,
When all these nightmares become real,
'Cause I don't know,

And I don't think, you see the places inside me that I find you,

And I don't know, how we separate the lies here from the truth,

And I don't know, how we woke up one day somehow thought we knew,
Exactly what we're supposed to do.

So leave me, at the Roadside,
And hang me, up and out to dry,
So leave me, at the Roadside,
And hang me, up and out to dry,

And I don't think, you see the places inside me that I find you,

And I don't know, how we woke up one day somehow thought we knew,

Exactly what we're supposed to do.

So leave me, at the Roadside,
And hang me, up and out to dry,
So leave me, at the Roadside,
And hang me, up and out to dry,

'Cause I don't think, you see, the places inside me that I find you,
[Male & Female Voice:]
And I don't know, how we woke up one day somehow thought we knew,
Exactly what we're supposed to do.

Exactly what to do.


rise against-any way you want it


Any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Anyway you want it

She loves to dance
She loves to sing
She does everything
She loves to move
She loves to groove
She loves a lot of things

All night
All night
Oh every night
So hold tight
Hold tight
Oh baby hold tight

She said any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Any way you want it

Any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Any way you want it

I was alone
I never knew
What good love could do
Then we touched
And we sang
About the lovely things

All night
All night
Oh every night
So hold tight
Hold tight
Oh baby hold tight

She said any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Any way you want it

She said any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Any way you want it

She said all night
All night
All night
Oh baby hold tight

Any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Any way you want it

And she said any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Any way you want it

She said any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Any way you want it

She said any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Any way you want it

Oh every night

Any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Any way you want it

Oh baby hold tight

Any way you want it
That's the way you need it
Any way you want it

Oh every night


nightwish-amaranth

The doubting one by heart
Alone without himself

War between him and the day
Need someone to blame
In the end, little he can do alone

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Apart from the wandering pack
In this brief flight of time we reach
For the ones, whoever dare

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

[2x]
Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Reaching, searching for something untouched
Hearing voices of the Never-Fading calling

[2x]
Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak


the cranberrie-zombie

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?

But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the violence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.

It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...


evanescence-hello

Playground school bell rings again.
Rain clouds come to play again.
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you
Someone to talk to.
Hello.

If I smile, and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken.
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide.
Don't cry.

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello, I'm still here.
All that's left of yesterday.


within temptation-memories

In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods let him stay
The memories ease the pain inside,
Now I know why

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here.
All of my memories keep you near,
Your silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life.
I hope there is a way
To give me a sign you're okay.
Reminds me again it's worth it all
So I can go home.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here.
All of my memories keep you near,
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

Together in all these memories
I see your smile.
All the memories I hold dear.
Darling, you know I'll love you
Till the end of time.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here.
All of my memories keep you near,
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

All of my memories...


hladno pivo-pitala si me

Pitala si me zašto tvoje ime nikad ne provlačim kroz rime,
zašto ga nikad ne ukrasim metaforama krasnim,
pa da se time hvališ kolegicama s posla…
Ma nema šanse, nema tih para da mi ikad budeš dio repertoara,
pa da tvoje ime pjevuši ko stigne,
Da svako tek tako, na brzinu, puni tišinu…

Mislim da bih razbio gitaru da čujem da te fućkaju na pisoaru,
da me jednog dana gledaš poniženo, iz kuta dućana gdje je sve u pola sniženo…

Ova pjesma o tebi koja si mi sve na svijetu, ovaj pokušaj da kažem neizrecivo,
nikad se neće naći na nekom CD-u, imati naslov, cijenu i bar-kod…

Zar da radio voditelj kreštava glasa, preko naše himne traži vlasnike pasa,
da se cereka, jer kao dobra je zreka,
i u svaki jebeni singl, ubaci ti džingl…

Ništa nije sveto, sve je bruto i neto, sve je zabava…

I to da nešto svira za željna uha, da nikog ne dira dok pere il kuha,
da narodu skrati onih osam sati, i da lijepo stane među dvije reklame…

Ova pjesma o tebi koja si mi sve na svijetu, ovaj pokušaj da kažem neizrecivo, nikad se
neće naći na nekom CD-u, imati naslov, cijenu i bar-kod…

Pitala si me zašto tvoje ime nikad ne provlačim kroz rime,
zašto ga nikad ne ukrasim metaforama krasnim,
pa da se time hvališ kolegicama s posla…



i to je to vise mi se ne da!!!
uff jedva san i ovo...


ponedjeljak, 11.07.2011.

"Ne valja iz svoje životne knjige istrgnuti sve neugodne stranice, treba ih katkad i prelistati..."



Mislila sam izbrisati blog, ali neka stoji, ipak je dio moje proslosti :)



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četvrtak, 29.01.2009.

london gledam srcem,a ne ocima

za anu:))
Slušaj moje srce
Ono za tebe tuče,
Slušaj moj glas
On je tvoj spas...

Ovaj svijet je zaražen
Od tvoje ljubavi pogažen
Od tvoga smijeha izgubljen
Zbog tvoga prisutstva izostavljen...

Nisi ti još jedna shema
za moje pjesme
propala tema...

(moj savjet,sta god da jeste pomirite se s tim,ali ne ce pomoc,opet cete bit u kurcu i sjebano i sve sta ide uz to!!
zivin ovaj glupi i dosadni zivot i jedina stvar koja bi me usricila bi bila da zivin u londonu...ali posto se to ne ce dogodit iden pustit pismu i pivat iz sveg glasa,
ovaj put izabiren no stress,da me smiri....)



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subota, 17.01.2009.

my dream come true

obozavan rukomet i rukometase i sve sta ide uz taj sport...
obozavan onu prekrasnu novu spaladium arenu i sve sta je u njoj...
obozavan zagreb i polufinale u njemu...
obozavan jucernjasnji dan i sve sta se zbilo u njemu...
vecina mojih snova se ispunila,sad mogu i umrit,bas me briga...
ja san dobila sve sta san tila...ima jos par stvari,ali ono bitno se zbilo!
odo sad gledat kada mi igraju moji najdrazi(rukometasi)...
handball Pictures, Images and Photos



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srijeda, 24.12.2008.

ja san neprihvatljivo deriste i zasto me onda prihvacate?

došla san do zakljucka da je život sranje i da se ne isplati opce njega zivjeti!

obozavan ovu pismu,bas se pitan zasto,zato sta ju je zenska napisala prije nego se ubila...prekrasna je...ona je moj uzor,ooo jea!
U oku jos stoji odraz tvoj,u sobi tvoji mirisi
Srce nece da se smiri, hoce da ti oprosti.
Danima sam davala ljubav,poljupce i sne
Na kraju ostalo je more da na tebe seca me.

U magli jos trazim tragove koji vode do tebe
Al ne znam gde da trazim, noci vrele kriju te.
Znam da leto tada me mirisima podseca
Vrati se, trebas mi, jer ja to osecam.

Kada shvatim da jos uvek te volim ja znam
da kasno je da vratis se...

Sada znam da te trebam, sada znam da te volim
i kada unapred gledam, bez tebe ja ne postojim!

Reci gde da nadjem mir bez tvojih dodira.
Gde da dane provodim sa vlaznim ocima?
Znas da jos uvek cuvam talase u grudima.
Molim te, vrati se, jer ti si moja sudbina!

Jos uvek ne znam da li zelis da vratis se
Ja jos uvek volim te, srce boli me
Zauvek, cekacu te, do poslednje stanice zivota
Kada nestanu sve lepe stvari, kada srce ostari
Postojace neko ko nikad nece moci da zaboravi
Sve nase dane, suze i poljupce
Dan kada prvi put si rekao da volis me!

mrzin sebe iz dna duše i želila bi se maknit iz ovoga okruzenja bar na misec dana,da se malo prominin,
da se popravin!



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subota, 13.12.2008.

once upon a time I could control myself...

10 things to do before christmas:

1. Sa svima se pomirit...ajme ima puno toga.
2.kupit poklone svima,iman puno kandidata.
3.okitit bora...prije nego stela dode,da se naljuti...hahaha
4. glumit kroz ovo vrime da san sretna,zasto me tiraju na to?
5.ucinit nekoga sretnim,nije bitno koga...
6.ispravit geografiju,a valjda cu uspit!
7.izivit se negdi
8.izbubit sekicu pekicu kad dode i malo bit s njon..
9.i to je to,nean nekih velikih zelja...a za poklon opce nean ideja,ja s
am skromno dijete...

i da,ova je za poslije bozica:
10.otic na svjetsko,ajme jedva cekan...jea

evo nesto da vas malo oraspolozi,mene uvik uspije:

:PPP(klikni)



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subota, 29.11.2008.

ljubav je kučka koja laje na ceo svet!

Blam, blam
Jao, brate, kako sam iznerviran
Blam, blam
Nad glavom nam visi kran

mrzim sve stvari koje imaju veze s ljubavlju...
ljubav je smece i sve sta ide uz nju je smece!
uzasno san iznervirana i ovo sve pisen kroz bijes!

lagano se pocinjen ladit zahvaljujuci six packu!!

shvati, do mojih visina papirna krila
nisu dovoljna


zivot je smece,ja san pesimist i neka mi neko kaze da gledam na stvari pozitivnije,
pogodit cu ga bocon u glavu i ne cu bit odgovorna za posljedice!

cili me dan boli zila na ruci i to me nervira,zasto me boli?
aaaaaaaaa
"Zivot je lep kada zatvoris oci
i strpas u sebe koji miligram !"



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četvrtak, 20.11.2008.

Sada znam da te trebam, sada znam da te volim i kada unapred gledam, bez tebe ja ne postojim!

ne,nisan zaljubljena...
ma nisan kad van kazen,nisan...
a dobro mozda malo,ali ne puno...
mislin nisan zaljubljena nego je samo sladak...
a to onda nije zaljubljenost,mislin mozda je malo,
ali ne previse...
ma ja sebe znan najbolje,nisan...
(sad ide ono kao kad ja pokusavan da se ne nasmijen,ali ne uspijeva)
osmijeh je i sada na mom licu dok ovo pisem i dok pokusavan ne mislit na njega...
ja se ne smin zaljubit ponovo!
tada nisan znala za sebe,e pa to se ne ce opet dogodit,
kad van kazen...
pa virujte mi...ne smi se ponovit,
ne smin to dopustit...
oooooo ne....
za sve je kriv bozicni duh,zbog kojeg san vesela...
bolje je bit tuzan,nego da nemas pojma..



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srijeda, 29.10.2008.

Reci mi, tebe to cini srecnim Reci mi, to te ispunjava ?

ooooo zbilja?!
sta stvarno?
pa reci zasto?
ne kontan te bas!
sta ti to toliko smeta?
pa nisan napravila nista lose!
oooo da uporno govoris da jesan!
e pa nisam,zapamti to!
jesi?
treba vremena?
a znam da ti treba!
da,napravila si nesto krivo!(rece)
ali sta?(uporno pitam)
(glasna i duboka tisina)
oces da crtam dok te pitam?
hoces?
ma ne,ne treba...
ne zezam se,da ti pomognem!(provociram i dalje)
zbunjeni pogled stize mi!
uvijek to radis!
ali sta?
ne isplati se na tebe gubit vrijeme,znas?
ali opet ga gubis!
znaci da ti znacim?
a ja tebi?
ššššššššššš(samo je preletjelo zrakom)
tisina je zavladala(jos ne znam sta to znaci)



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četvrtak, 02.10.2008.

like a stone or maybe not?

da,ja sam jaka,ja to mogu,ja to zelim i naravno ja cu to napravit!!kao kamen sam i niko me ne ce uspiti srusiti u mojim ciljevima!!
ma daj molinte koga ti lazes,mene ili sebe?znamo da ne ces nista u zivotu postici,znamo da ces biti zadnja u svemu,znamo da si glupa i da ces pasti prije nego pocnes opce zakoracati u zivot!!ma ne,to nije istina,ja san jaka,ja to zelim i ja cu uspjeti za razliku od nekih koji nemaju svoje ciljeve i koji padnu jos onda kada nisu niti poceli pravo razmisljati!
stvarno mislis da si sposobna za to?ma daj spusti se na zemlju i pocmi razmisljati o stvarnosti,a ne mastati,vrati se u zivot i shvati cinjenicu,ti to ne mozes i ne ces uspijeti!vrati se u stvarnosti i shvati vec jednom da nisi za nista!!kako je danas lako sanjariti,ali realnost je druga stvar!
ma sta lazes,kazem ti ja cu uspijeti za razliku od nekih,ja imam svoje ciljeve,iako ih sad ne znam nabrojiti,ali to nije bitno,kazem ti uspijet cu!!
ne zna ni nabrojiti svoje ciljeve,ne znas zato jer ih nemas,i sama si svatila da nisi pametna i da nicemu ne sluzis,a sad ozbiljno,zasto si se tako naljutila na mene kad sam ti to rekao,i sama znas da je to istina?!ponavljam ti da nije!ja cu uspjeti,ili mozda ne?
mozda stvarno nisam za nsita,pa cemu onda zivot,zasto me uvijek navedes na dubokoumno razmisljanje?zasto to uvijek radis?zasto?kad znas da me to ubija iznutra,kad znas da me to stalno boli i svaki put kad se to od tvojih rijeci pokaze istinom,mene to zaboli i unisti!!zato sam mozda taj dan lose volje,zato sam tuzna,zato san u kurcu,zato sam bezvoljna,zato sam bezpotrebna,zato sta za nista nisam sposobna,zato sam lose!i nemoj me nikad vise pitati kako sam,kad znas da si ti kriv za ono sta mi se dogada,zasto od tvojih rijeci pocinjem sumnjati u sebe...ne radi to vise,pocinjem se gubiti,pocinjem se skrivati,gubim zdravi razum,a za sve si kriv ti i tvoj glupi um,pusti me da zivim kako zelim,da se osjecam kako hocu i da se ne bojim....ali ne,da to unistis tu si ti i uvijek to ucinis i znam da ces uvijek govoriti nesto sto ne zelim cuti i znam da ces uvijek biti tu da me ubijes u pojam i samo da znas to sto kazes boli me,ali glumim da nije,ali me ubija i ti to nikako da shvatis,a kako ces i shvatit kad uvijek mislis na svoj gupi nacin!!ja sam sanjar i zivim od danas do sutra i pomiri se s tim da sebe ne vidim u buducnosti,da za mene buducnost kao da ne postoji,jer ja sam sanjar i zivim na taj nacin,da me nista ne zanima,da samo razmisljam o ovom trenu,a sto ce bit sutra?za to si ti tu da mi to kazes,zar ne?vrati me u stvarnost jer moja sanjarenja u danasnjem svijetu nisu normalna,spomeni mi da sam bez buducnosti nitko,spomeni mi da se vratim u zbilju,jer moja sanjerenja su upravo to,sanjarenja!ma daj sta je lose u tome?pa kao da me znas tek od jucer,ja sam ja,ja sam ponavljam ti po peti put jer do tvog mozga ne moze doprijeti da sam ja samo SANJAR BEZ BUDUCNOSTI i ne stidim se toga sto jesam



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petak, 26.09.2008.

"i dalje trebas mi vise nego ikad,ne čini mi se,volim te..."

jednostavno obozavan ih...six pack the best...
uglavnon nije o tome post...post je o mojoj velikoj ljubavi koju svaki put povridin kad se posvadamo,a stvarno mi je za....
ja moju bubav volin najvise na svijetu i zelin da se ona ne osjeca ko govno kad je poseren i da ispadne da nema hrabrosti odgovoriti mi na moju iritantnu provocirajucu uvredu...
ona ima hrabrosti odgovorit,ali me ne zeli povridit,pa zasto san ja onda toliko dubre prema njoj?
ne znan,ali mi se gust svadat s njon,a ona je meni priko msn svasta rekla i uvik mi je pomagala kad je to tribalo(sicas se ti dobro o cemu ja govorin,to je sad kad gledan smece,ali onda je bilo vazno)...mislin vise san ja njoj stvari rekla nego ona meni,mislin da jos nema povjerenja u mene,ali nema veze,ko bi i ima kad se samo svadamo...
i uvik kazemo ne cemo vise,ali evo opet ista stvar priko svakog malog odmora,ona meni nesto kaze,ja njoj poklopin,pa ona meni,pa ja njoj,pa ona meni,i onda zazvoni zvono i svaka u svoj razred i tako ostanemo ne znamo ni na cemu smo ni jesmo li posvadane ni nista....aaaaaaaaaaaaa
katastrofa! "ne boli mene kad se drugi ne smeju,sta oni znaju sem da laju i puze,ali me boli kada nemas ideju,sta da mi saptnes kada naviru suze"!
sad biste svi vi nakon ovog citanja pomislili kako smo ja i moja bubav(vidi kako te zoven,mislin da je ovo odgovor na ono pitanje na msn-u) na ratnoj nozi,ali nismo,mi smo van u super odnosima(bar se nadan da i ona tako misli),i iako ne zivimo u istome mistu(sto je dobro jer bi se jos vise klale) mi se vidamo redovito(citaj svake prijestupne kad dode u babe-hahahaha)...
salin se...ajme samo trazin razlog da pisen stihove six packa,tako da ovaj ide kao poanta svega na kraju:"Ja di`em dva prsta da protestvujem,
ovo nije u redu, ne stvarno nije fer!"
bubavi sorry sta san bila dubre,ne ce se ponovit(bar se nadan) i sorry ako san te uvridila!stvarno nije bilo fer,pogotovo ono prije tjelesnog i posli!
ne ljutis se vise je li tako?
ne mozes mi to radit,pa ti znas da moran proc pokraj tebe da bi prosla u drugi hodnik...salin se...
šaljen ti najvecu pusu na svijetu!!!

e sad za ostatak ekipe,ovaj san post napisala samo za jednu osobu da ona svati koliko mi znaci!
svejedno ubrzo ce moj dubokoumni post,koji ce vam doprijeti do srca,a ne nesto ovako,inace mrzin ovakve postove,ali sta se mora,mora se!
ako buden imala dovoljno inspiracije za napisat nesto savrseno,u sto nisan bas sigurna jer me ova skola ubija u pojam,napisat cu!

P:S=nisan lezba,nemojte to zakljucit iz onoga gori,ovo je samo namijenjeno prijateljici!!



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